Staying sharp..

Life, I found it's not an easy step a human being can penetrate life or through life. Especially for a thinker like I am. My brain flying over whole over the world and keep on working even when I am in silence. This is not necessary, I know. But what is happening to my mind everyday, most of the time bring me in to an over anxiety. I face sarcasm, critics, and these make my brain working even faster even while I'm sitting. This is who I am. “Myself”, with everything I am, was in the first hand was created by God in His own purpose. I’m trying to find out what is His purpose in me, but I can only thank Him for everything He planted in me. So what I do is to bring all critics to make me alert that I am living for a purpose that I'm trying to find out today. Every problem just to bring you stronger. I know, I can't wish for live to be easier, but myself to be better. Like a knive, all these matters around, just to make me sharper and avoid me from being blunt. Thank you God.

Very well!

So. this is what Yahoo! said about dying career:
http://education.yahoo.net/articles/careers_dead_by_2020.htm?kid=1O0V0

Idea!

This used to be a final assignment for a class of mine, but I think it is good to share something useful. I am sharing about laity's thought about Indonesian economic progress, the bad idea of the society and the fact of Indonesian economic, argumentatively.

Misunderstanding of Indonesian Economic

A nation clearly stand to protect and safeguard the people who belongs to him, while reciprocally, the people which belong to the nation, there to defend the country. But one thing that cannot be forgotten out of the existence of a nation is how to keep the people of the country remains in a state of sufficient or even prosperous. Prosperity of the people of a country determines whether the country through the country's leaders, are succeed in running the government. In 2008, a shock occurs to the international economy that threatens even the European countries and America which are famous for their economic stability. In Asia, many countries also threatened by the crisis. Fortunately at that time, Indonesia managed to be optimistic facing the global fear, even more shine. This is shown in the strengthening of the Indonesian currency to dollar and also good economic growth. In the eyes of international investors, Asian countries currently providing security in investment, in particular Indonesia. Unfortunately, still, very often heard any opinion expressed in terms of the failure of the Indonesian economy instead of the Indonesian people. Instability, social inequality, poverty is still haunting even this great nation, that is the idea of those people. The negative opinions which are often heard among the laity is often stand as the foundation for Indonesian citizens to constantly assume that the Indonesian economy is always in an unstable state.

       First, a fact that should be known by the general public is that the Gross Domestic Product (GDP) Indonesia currently ranks 18th on the order of 20 countries that have the largest GDP in the world. There are only 5 Asian countries into the list issued by the World Bank. Fifth Asian countries are Japan (second), China (third), India (eleventh), and South Korea (fifteenth). Indonesia's GDP reached U.S. $ 700 billion, with a per capita income of U.S. $ 3,000 per year to get Indonesia 15th in the countries with the largest per capita income, in the world. In more, Indonesia’s stock price index is also the best record for Asia Pacific in 2010.

       Second, economic growth in Indonesia deserves an award. All parties are working hard on Indonesia's economic growth in recent years. Indonesia Coordinating Minister for the Economy, Hatta Rajasa acknowledged that Indonesia's economy is currently very good. Indonesia's economy is very tempting the foreign investors to invest in this country. This is obviously going to be the cornerstone of the nation's progress. Governor of Bank Indonesia (BI), Darma Nasution said that being an increase in various sectors of the Indonesian economy. Strong household consumption, increasing the external sectors, and increased investment is the growth factor.

       "We just want to have economic growth as your country. I mean, about 6% growth in the last few years is nice. The challenge is how you maintain it." - Scot Marciel, the U.S. ambassador for Indonesia. The phrase above is an expression of Scot Marciel in an interview before leaving Indonesia after three years in his charge. This expression shows how good is Indonesia’s economic growth, which actually know, how we, the people of Indonesia will maintain and leveling the prosperity throughout the whole area.

       On the other hand, the response which states that Indonesia's economy is still very unstable are not unfounded. The responses is emerged from the community because they witnessed very real condition of gapping in the society. Still the presence of slums, even in big cities like Jakarta, causing doubts about the stability of the economy. An economist, who is Dean of an university in the West Java state that up to 6% economic growth in 2011 would be meaningless if it only felt by the upper class only. A growth will bring prosperity to the community as a whole, but what is happening in Indonesia is a condition that is far from equitable prosperity itself.

            In conclusion, it is better to do something for Indonesia’s economy today without too much criticizing. Indonesia is improving in many ways, particularly in terms of the economy. But, of course, will never completely suddenly turned into a superpower nation like most Europeans and Americans. Everything requires a process. Indonesia's economy deserves appreciation, as it can rise quickly from the crash of 1998 in which the Indonesian economy crashed result a fatal impact. It is good as citizens of this great country, instead of assuming for any shortcomings that probably still exist, but to try and work hard to advance this nation better than what it is today. Maintain economic performance rather than always assume that we are not always good. Trying to enhance instead of always blaming the government. Always innovate, compete, so that Indonesia can finally get back to the proper position, as a great and strong giants in finance and the economy. Be sure you are part of it.

Oh no

War is when logic, instinct, and heart stand on a difference. Some things are definitely not on its place, I guess.

5 Months of Love

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Living 'thing'

That time when I was ignoring all happenings around me and having fun with internet, my hand leads me to a page where I saw something I never wanting to know. It is always hard to know that what is yours was actually someone's belonging in the other day at the past. The worst of all, if you notice your 'belonging' still think on what owned her at those days. Well this is ridiculous. But knowing I can accept the past of my belonging, convince me to know that I do really love her, someone who belongs to me.

March 12, 2013

Do not ever love someone who treats you like you are an ordinary.

soon I change it!

I used to writing draft for my coming presentation this afternoon when playlist of my Pavilion play a kind of love music. It says: "I remember when we were dancing in the rain in that december." hell yeah. that's why I hate love music. queasy.

eventually 19

11.20 a.m in Surabaya, I am home all alone. Seem everyone so busy with their business. That’s fine, I just think it’s time to get back to my University. I’ll be ready facing all messed up terms, crowds (I hate this), some jerks in my room, regulations, and yes a shitload of tasks and examinations. Nothing to complain eventually. See my family is fine in Surabaya already bring my spirit up. Oh man, November 19. Today my relationship's 1 month. Tomorrow I am 19. But I face a little messed thing to finish with her. Cool! What a gift. I celebrate my 19th year, on the way back to Bandung (where my Univ. is) in additional my girl disappear only by one night after unclear reason what we’ve fight for. Hahahah. Damn. Yet, funny. I grow. 19 years buddy. That ain’t short. Thanks to GOD for everything I have now. My parents, yeah. Sometimes they are annoying. But, I always know. They are kind of double-edged sword in GOD’s hand to protect me and my bro and sist. They are great, I love them. I swear I will bring their dreams come true. With GOD of course. My life is cool, our life is cool. It’s time to change from boy to a man. A real one. I talked to much anyway. Time to show I can do what I said. And for her out there. If you read this, I just wanna tell you, I love you. That’s why I’m trying to show it to you. If you do so, show me. :)

October 19th, 2012?

Happy sabbath everyone. Yes, this is such beautiful day. At least I can stop from the daily activities. And take a deep breath from all stressful  hours. One of those three best roomates I got is leaving to Jakarta while one’s playing his freak game (-_-) and the other one suffer of hunger. Actually I am starving also. Yet I just feel great. Life’s just fine. That’s my eyes actually blinded by all confusing and unfair things I face and even experienced. Yeah. I usually think what a difficult life to run. Then if I think just a bit longer, my life is actually dreamt by thousands out there. I mean, I’m lucky. I have a brother, a sister, a father, and a mother (yeah, of course), they are complete. They love to each other. They love me. My friends are always around. They somethimes annoying but they protect me from loneliness. I have a huge university. Good lecturers. A good religion. A good God (the only God I adored). And a girl, that I expect to be the Last. See? And how often have I thank God? Rare. He must be waiting. Circumstance sometimes insist me to be rude and bad. But be thankful to God will reconstructs me to be tough and sweet. Mood deceives. Satan often uses it to discomfort you. Trust God. He is constant. Remain the same through eternity. I thank Him for everything. For family, friends, education, for His love. And yes, of course for her. Thank you for this evening baby. Happy birthday anyway. :)

Apology :)

Apologize to my reader (if you do exist) that I supposed to delete several posts as it bother a friend of mine's privacy "damn love story".
Sorry big bro. wish you the best then.

what to say

It beats faster and I wonder what's going on. it is a small detector planted deep inside my chest, protected by several ribs. and it'll beat in all seconds of my life. heart. yes. for me, my heart is a detector. If anger is on me, it beats faster. if I feel uncomfortable so will it. but what I hate is when I know it beats so strange while everything seems fine. I ain't lying to myself. I want something these last days that probably won't be gotten by my hand. and that's her. perhaps it is what bother my heart. damn.

long night

Cant sleep, then I try to think what I got to day. I remember one event just occur this day. there was a "big fight" between my roommate and I. He challenged me. and every challenge is actually a call of keeping pride among the community. so I accept that. He challenged me in playing badminton and I know I'm good in it. I "was" good in it, I guess --"
I've ever represented my school for a badminton league, though I didn't win, but representing a school gave my a little assurance that I will conquer this opponent (my roommate). I told him, I will easily defeat him. He told me the same, that he'll conquer me instead. annoying, but my over confidence bring me to something I will learn for my whole lifetime. "Always know what I deal with." guess what? yes, I lost the game in EXTREMELY close score 21-20 and 23-21. damn! It is annoying. but there is a lesson to take. Do not ever underestimate a thing, by saying it is easy to overcome, then to know what I'm dealing with.
For my words will not ever conquer a thing.

last resistance

Oct1st

      I am screwed. Totally. Annoyed by the condition where I am trapped on. I always believe that my smile mindset have great power to remain stable even resist the circumstances. But, this method doesn’t work today. I hate Monday.

      Then, I start to think again that I can get such a “happiness” I’ve been looking for, from someone I’ve expected to. But GREAT. I have more dissapointed. I always long someone to see deep inside my heart, someone to understand that all complaints that came out from my mouth are actually just voice of asking a little support. I fight for my live all alone. At the end I’ll proclaim that no body really have a big deal on my own battle. The worst of all, when I was hoping on her, she doesnt understand.

For me ...

A few words after so long I don't post them. It is about something deep, perhaps a thing recognized as reason Creator created human being. I aint an atheist anyway. As I trust in love, in GOD who proclaimed Himself as love itself. It is love what I'm talking about. I was wondering what love means, and I get some points.

Love isn’t silhouette that visible yet actually doesn’t exist.

Love isn’t ball of soccer that chased hardly, yet thrown away after gotten.

Love isn’t a gravity phenomenon, then we call it “fallen in love”.

Love isn’t feeling, so we can call it “I feel it”.

Love isn’t spear, it doesn’t pierce.

Love isn’t ...

Love is Love. It is strong. 

It is seen and exist.

It is chased then kept till death. It comes and stays.

It doesn’t make you fall. It grows you.
It is committment. Not Feeling.

It doesn’t pierce, though it’s sharp.

Love is Love. True love. I found one.

1st Post

I don't know what this blog used for, but at least I tried to use it. This is not bad for a beginner :)